Am I Loosing My Chance At True Happiness?

i wrote this a while back. this is based on something that did happen then. and loosy based on something that happened recently.
the reason why the question is asked "Am i loosing my chance at true happiness" is because i felt that th the one that i was feeling/with was my happiness. when i was with them nothing was ever wrong, i was never sad, everything just felt perfect untill i seen what i seen/ heard what i heard. they were my happiness. when they finally realized what the question really meant, it was more then late/close to late. at the end of the day it is what it is...

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she wonders

as she goes through her thoughts and sees her love with another

not knowing what they have going on, she sits there

wondering if he's slipping through her fingers

she waits and sees if he makes a next move with this girl

as she starts to get teary eyes she sits and thinks about what she could have possibly done

for him to seek love in another

she starts crying

her feelings rush over her like the strong stormy ocean

she's overwhelmed

she can’t handle this

she runs out into the light

she catches his eye

wondering what she's doing here, he chases

she's crying out of control

he grabs her

looks at her sees that she's hurting

wondering why she's crying he asks her what’s wrong

she couldn't look him in the face

she was so distort by seeing him with the girl

he stares at her for a second

seeing the tears stream down her face

he wipes them away

he kisses her

taken back for a second she kisses back

they embrace each other for a moment

then she pushes away

she wants to take a chance and yell it out to him she loves him

but she seen the way he looked at her

"Does he give me that look?"

He’s puzzled

wondering why she's so resistant

she asks him

"Am I Loosing My Chance at True Happiness?"