I wonder sometimes about this "one"
will i find him, has this journey just begun?
or maybe it's not in God's plan for me.
maybe i don't need anyone, i was meant to stay lonely
who knows, but for right now I'm completely done.
fuck a male ego. i don't compliment shit.
that's why they must have cheated.
I'm not appealing to most, I'm different to many.
no one to call me boo, baby or honey.
people lie to me everyday, they say I'm pretty
well eat a dick, you don't know pretty!
heck, neither do i...
i got low self-esteem and i wish i didn't
maybe if someone REAL came along,
they could fix it...
*written a while ago!