Secrets lie within you,
But I can’t seem to penetrate.
You’re not being honest & this is what I hate.
You agreed to keep it real right from the start.
The more you lie, the further we fell apart.
I know there’s more to say.
& I have a feeling it’s going to stay this way.
That’s how it always is, especially with us.
In my mind I’m chill, but my soul decides to make a fuss
I think I’m officially given up in this
Because the more you push away, the more I feel like shit.
It’s bad enough I’m full of confusion.
So fuck this connection and its union