it's funny to me, sitting here thinking about "what could have been"
i seriously on those "i kinda miss you" tip, been on my mind since.
i don't know i guess i kinda wonder what it would have been like if i didn't mess up and loft.
maybe we could have something that could have brought us even close.
you on beyond words and you were my first true love.
but all that's gone now, you on a different thing.
i've accepted it, but it is illegal to change?
i don't know, i know not.
urgh gonna sleep this off. sort this thought.