Thursday, March 4, 2010

Out There...

one minute one thing is said. next minute, the actions speak louder then anything in my head. i have no idea what's going on, i kinda feel somewhat out of place.


i wish the past came with an eraser or something.
you think i want this right now?
i haven't been getting mad cause I'M TOO FUCKING NICE
but lets be clear, it was you still.
but there's nothing more i can't do
i wanna beg, but i don't wanna lower myself like that.
even though you are kinda worth it.... don't judge me.

i'm guessing you totally off this whole situation.
again this is all vibes that i'm getting
don't ask me how, why, or when. i just am. point blank.

i guess i messed up again...

this too shall pass....

- Aubrey