did i really let my self down?
or was this some kind of lesson in a cloud?
looking through old things, old thoughts, old me.
i drifted so far away, i'm really thinking "how can this be?"
this isn't want i asked for nor did i want this.
but again this is life, i guess i gotta now live with it.
it's just that, it's something i never expected from me, it got too far
i have now pushed the old one down and raised a new barthey say with growth sometimes comes change and understanding.
but i'm now falling, just waiting on that landing...