Thursday, May 13, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Aubrey's Very Own
the book
the purple book
something i need to get back familiar.
the book where my life lies
you think you got everything just cause i blog my feelings?
well if you get the honest chance to check my book
that just means you're very lucky....at first
i let any and everybody read it, then i thought about it
why should people read me? read the real me?
you only know me by what i say, but what i write, especially in that book, is totally different and a whole other side.
this is just the aubrey i'm willing to show, the aubrey that know one really knows...
well that's Aubrey's Very Own.
- Aubrey
the purple book
something i need to get back familiar.
the book where my life lies
you think you got everything just cause i blog my feelings?
well if you get the honest chance to check my book
that just means you're very lucky....at first
i let any and everybody read it, then i thought about it
why should people read me? read the real me?
you only know me by what i say, but what i write, especially in that book, is totally different and a whole other side.
this is just the aubrey i'm willing to show, the aubrey that know one really knows...
well that's Aubrey's Very Own.
- Aubrey
"Insert Word(s) Here"
i don't wanna think about this.... "Insert Word(s) Here"
you know why? cause i get this bitter sweet ... "Insert Word(s) Here" inside that i don't want
i don't wanna "Insert Word(s) Here" this, i don't wanna know this.
this? this is what caused all this mixed up "Insert Word(s) Here" shit.
i get a happy "Insert Word(s) Here", then a sad "Insert Word(s) Here" then a mad "Insert Word(s) Here"
like i don't need this roller coaster of "Insert Word(s) Here" fuck "Insert Word(s) Here"
what has it brought me lately?
"Insert Word(s) Here"<---- guess...?
- Aubrey
you know why? cause i get this bitter sweet ... "Insert Word(s) Here" inside that i don't want
i don't wanna "Insert Word(s) Here" this, i don't wanna know this.
this? this is what caused all this mixed up "Insert Word(s) Here" shit.
i get a happy "Insert Word(s) Here", then a sad "Insert Word(s) Here" then a mad "Insert Word(s) Here"
like i don't need this roller coaster of "Insert Word(s) Here" fuck "Insert Word(s) Here"
what has it brought me lately?
"Insert Word(s) Here"<---- guess...?
- Aubrey
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Blurb #12
no matter how hard you really wish for something, in the back of your mind do you wonder "will it even come true"
i think that people doubt things is because they really don't believe in it 100% as much as they'd really hope.
which is why i'm trying not to wish anymore. in my case, wishes are something that only come true in fairy-tales or something kid like.
and i'm no kid anymore.
- Janelle
i think that people doubt things is because they really don't believe in it 100% as much as they'd really hope.
which is why i'm trying not to wish anymore. in my case, wishes are something that only come true in fairy-tales or something kid like.
and i'm no kid anymore.
- Janelle
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Monday, May 3, 2010
...I Just Can't Explain This Shit At All...
...I Believe In People Like You..
random, kinda.
gave myself time to think and re-think everything
and...nothing. cause all i was really thinking about most of the time was prom...and shoes... sigh.
okay gave myself more time.
i'm just hurt, okay more then hurt.
not even doing what i do best, which is flirt,
can pass time and make me feel like everything was one big lie.
on my part. well sorta. never spilled cause it wasn't a big trill
to me, obviously.
didn't think it would hurt a soul, or the hand that i'd kill to hold
guess so.
sick of hearing little sayings that ring so clear
everything is falling out of place, everything that i kept near
what seemed to me, will fit into that fucking sad book called
memories. yea yea, memories.
now they can't escape the thought of me
and you
just us....two. you know?
what was i thinking, now i'm beating myself up for misleading.
it's not me, so why did it come about?
i'm a fuck up, did you ever have any doubt?
i don't know what to do, say or think
because behind every solid blink
a warm tear falls, and hits a hard, cold surface...
- Aubrey
random, kinda.
gave myself time to think and re-think everything
and...nothing. cause all i was really thinking about most of the time was prom...and shoes... sigh.
okay gave myself more time.
i'm just hurt, okay more then hurt.
not even doing what i do best, which is flirt,
can pass time and make me feel like everything was one big lie.
on my part. well sorta. never spilled cause it wasn't a big trill
to me, obviously.
didn't think it would hurt a soul, or the hand that i'd kill to hold
guess so.
sick of hearing little sayings that ring so clear
everything is falling out of place, everything that i kept near
what seemed to me, will fit into that fucking sad book called
memories. yea yea, memories.
now they can't escape the thought of me
and you
just us....two. you know?
what was i thinking, now i'm beating myself up for misleading.
it's not me, so why did it come about?
i'm a fuck up, did you ever have any doubt?
i don't know what to do, say or think
because behind every solid blink
a warm tear falls, and hits a hard, cold surface...
- Aubrey
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Thank You!
urgh, i miss old things. tiny things like diamonds rings, Amethyst so purple deep, and the pillow on which you use to sleep. you drove me crazy and you never my baby. but hey all in all you make me stand tall. & for that, i thank you.
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