Happy...Lying

indicate
that thing, no one can duplicate
multiply
the green, getting high
on the seen, to me
this was everything but now
i feel anything
pain, happy
content, sappy
i never get what i wish for, prayers never answered
it's like a deadly cancer
all asspects of my life
it was at the top of the hill
then went downhill
i think it's time for me to get back on that fat pill
or talk that shit, in your head i begin to drill
all my words since diggin didn't help
this repesnts my mind

i'm happy

i'm lying

this is just one fucked up piece of writing. *smile*

- Janelle