no it's not a blurb.
it's not classified as one...
it seems these days i'm thinking of all the things my cousins always told me since grade nine. it's really starting to slap the thing out my face for real! sigh, but as always, i have some sort of listening problem. if it's not the listening crap, it's the being too nice and not speaking up crap.
somebody shoot me...please?
i'm just too much of a nice person i guess you can say. i'm too much of a lover, not a fighter... but i know when to fight for what i want. after today, i really don't know what to think. it forever stays on my mind... i can't shake it at the moment. it's not the first time i'm hearing it either. but hey...that's life i guess...again.
i'll live.
you'll be sorry when i'm gone...
- Janelle&Aubrey
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
Uhhh...
i don't feel right... at all.
no not the feeling where i feel something is going to happen, i feel it kinda already did...
i don't know. all i know is that i don't like it...at all.
- Aubrey
no not the feeling where i feel something is going to happen, i feel it kinda already did...
i don't know. all i know is that i don't like it...at all.
- Aubrey
Waking Up Alone.
no one to hold.tie me down or wipe my face
from yesterdays troubles times, waking up in a new place.
a new place, you weren't there.
didn't even leave a note. you totally care!
but deep down i know you do, maybe you forgot
i know what i mean to you
cause you mean to me, something pure.
it's like in my world, cancer has a cure.
love it infinite, hate has left.
promises are kept, there is no theft
pillows so white, but they hold the secrets, the dreams, the hope
the pieces of that heart, the pain it had to cope.
the touch, the smile. the kiss, the laying a while...
it all adds up to you.
but i woke up alone...
- Janelle
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Both Sides.
i really don't know where to start on this one but let me just say one thing...
when drunk, you speak truth. also when drunk, you do things you been wanting to do for the longest while, stupid or not.
one. today sucks. (they know exactly why) two, i'm still left hanging.
AN HOUR LATER.
still here...waiting i guess. whatever..i officially gave up.
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be up to your standards. if i ever compare to whoever you've been with and such shit. i wonder shit like this all i time.
also, i can't express how you make me feel is because i fear something. especially after the dream i been having this weekend (which i will never speak of even if you begg me.) i don't know anymore. i'm hungry so to speak. i want this. really i do. again i know words are whatever now a days and DOING says it all. but my words are my life. it's how i get everything across. i need to be more of a "take action" kind of chicka + this being shy shit obviously isn't getting me no where....ooooo weeelllll.
- Janelle
enough on that shit, lets get down to it. the drunk crap i mean.
so i was around a lot of Drinks so to speak and when i get intoxicated i think X 2353495873945761239563249
call me a hypocrite, i could care less. heard that shit all before FOR REAAAAL!
at first i really didn't want to due to the fact that the last time i did, i was dead. aslo said things to someone i wish i didn't. but again "when drunk, i speak truth"
around this time i really didn't DO much. i didn't act crazy or pee somewhere other then a bathroom, i pretty much fell asleep or was in deep thought to the point where people around me thought i fell asleep. i thought about a lot. but do i really wan to say what i thought? not really. i'm not that open anymore...so i've been told.
why tell people who i am, what's on my mind and what i feel i represent if they end up doing something i would have never expected or could care less about me?
we all make misatkes in our lives but at the end of the day we have to learn and grow from them...why are there spiteful people out there?
who's keeping you warm at night? or heavy heart?
P.S. STRAIGHT.POINT.BLANK.PERIOD. = Straight to the Point. Blank out the situation after, then end it with a Period. :)
- Aubrey
when drunk, you speak truth. also when drunk, you do things you been wanting to do for the longest while, stupid or not.
one. today sucks. (they know exactly why) two, i'm still left hanging.
AN HOUR LATER.
still here...waiting i guess. whatever..i officially gave up.
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be up to your standards. if i ever compare to whoever you've been with and such shit. i wonder shit like this all i time.
also, i can't express how you make me feel is because i fear something. especially after the dream i been having this weekend (which i will never speak of even if you begg me.) i don't know anymore. i'm hungry so to speak. i want this. really i do. again i know words are whatever now a days and DOING says it all. but my words are my life. it's how i get everything across. i need to be more of a "take action" kind of chicka + this being shy shit obviously isn't getting me no where....ooooo weeelllll.
- Janelle
enough on that shit, lets get down to it. the drunk crap i mean.
so i was around a lot of Drinks so to speak and when i get intoxicated i think X 2353495873945761239563249
call me a hypocrite, i could care less. heard that shit all before FOR REAAAAL!
at first i really didn't want to due to the fact that the last time i did, i was dead. aslo said things to someone i wish i didn't. but again "when drunk, i speak truth"
around this time i really didn't DO much. i didn't act crazy or pee somewhere other then a bathroom, i pretty much fell asleep or was in deep thought to the point where people around me thought i fell asleep. i thought about a lot. but do i really wan to say what i thought? not really. i'm not that open anymore...so i've been told.
why tell people who i am, what's on my mind and what i feel i represent if they end up doing something i would have never expected or could care less about me?
we all make misatkes in our lives but at the end of the day we have to learn and grow from them...why are there spiteful people out there?
who's keeping you warm at night? or heavy heart?
P.S. STRAIGHT.POINT.BLANK.PERIOD. = Straight to the Point. Blank out the situation after, then end it with a Period. :)
- Aubrey
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Drake - Fear
Don't believe the lies.
Look me in my eyes.
Please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isn't new.
So please don't be scared of me.
Please dont be scared of me.
Oh oh oh oh ooh yah.
Look me in my eyes.
Please don't be scared of me.
Please don't be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isn't new.
So please don't be scared of me.
Please dont be scared of me.
Oh oh oh oh ooh yah.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Blurb #9
kso it seems that i'm stupid or something. yes that's what i'm picking up considering the fact that i can't see. hmmm. do i have to cut my arm off or shave my head or eat a dick for people to see what i say rings true. jeeze i have no feelings for that fool.
LOOKS CAN ALSO BE DECEIVING...
it may seem like something but on some real ish we are friends no? like damn. he has no feelings for me, he's told me on numerous occasions. also have i told him, and YOU too.
but you still don't seem to believe what i say. i mean i feel something for you that i have never for him. but words are whatever.
urgh, i really want this, but there's always something crushing my feelings.
not only you are suffering babe...
- Janelle
LOOKS CAN ALSO BE DECEIVING...
it may seem like something but on some real ish we are friends no? like damn. he has no feelings for me, he's told me on numerous occasions. also have i told him, and YOU too.
but you still don't seem to believe what i say. i mean i feel something for you that i have never for him. but words are whatever.
urgh, i really want this, but there's always something crushing my feelings.
not only you are suffering babe...
- Janelle
Little Steps.
inhale.
every thought, emotion, feeling, of my being as if without it you would die.
exhale.
every un-pure, negative, dirty, thing i have ever done cause without it you'll be happy.
erase.
memories of the past lovers, they do not compare to me.
write
our new history, for that will be most special.
think.
we will make this right.
know.
that i care.
remember.
it ain't no one but you. :)
- Aubrey
Yes Aubrey Has A Softer Side.
♥
every thought, emotion, feeling, of my being as if without it you would die.
exhale.
every un-pure, negative, dirty, thing i have ever done cause without it you'll be happy.
erase.
memories of the past lovers, they do not compare to me.
write
our new history, for that will be most special.
think.
we will make this right.
know.
that i care.
remember.
it ain't no one but you. :)
- Aubrey
Yes Aubrey Has A Softer Side.
♥
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